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Lately..

Lately I’ve been wondering what would have happened to me in another era. How would my family delt with my craziness? Would I have been sent to a convent? I’m sure I could have developed a fanatical view on religion if I didn’t have anything else to fill my mind with. Would I have been married off to some unsuspecting dolt? Would I have been the crazy wife Bertha in Jane Eyre? Or would I have been a governess? To teach and torment some other family’s children. This is just something I’ve been wondering lately.

I’ve also been eating really badly lately. I was really moody yesterday and Rob thinks it was pointed at him. I told him it wasn’t. I think it’s because I ate only donuts and other candy. I’m going to try and eat better, I know it affects my moods.

Me and Rob are sick again. My lymph nodes in my neck are swollen but the cough is mostly gone. The lymph nodes on the back of Rob’s head are swollen. We’re trying to avoid contact so as not to keep passing this illness between us. Hopefully it will work.

I had to get a new remote for my TV. It’s still a little slow, so I’m hoping it’s the remote and not the TV.

Kill Kenny

Another reason to HATE Assembling Media. I sent an email to the TAs about today’s competency, that the notes weren’t online. I had thought that the competency was a test that we couldn’t have help with. Aparently I was WRONG. So wrong in fact, they forwarded the email I sent directly to Kenny. FUCKTARDS. And then I cried in class. Fuck, why am I crying so much. Oh, maybe because I got like 4 hours of sleep last night. Anyway. I still hate this class. But now I like the TAs slightly better. I talked with Rainer a little and he seemed to see where I was coming from a little better. Sooo….

I still hate Kenny with a firey passion.

Why won’t this illness go away?

Remember I said I had a lingering cough? Well now it’s decided to become a sore throat. So, I’m going to make an appointment to see the doctor soon.

And I really want to cut my hair. It’s really pissing me off. It’s so long and fuzzy. I either have to put it up in a bun or put product in it and wear it down. But I don’t wear it down because it gets hot, sticky and picks up all the outside smells. I just want to cut it all off. But that is not an option.

And I have my period. Weee…