So, I’m like crying right now and trying not to be to loud so that people freak out and bother or confront me. It’s just so hard. In the interview, she said I’d be doing SIMPLE PHOTOSHOP with small things on the side. I knew I could do simple Photoshop with small stuff on the side. Now they’ve got me working on files in ASP, which I have no freaking clue about. I KNOW I’M GOING TO FUCK IT UP. And then they’ll come to me like “Why did you do this if you didn’t know how to do it?” “Well, because you told me to.”
I don’t know if I want to go into this career if this is what it’s going to be like. I mean seriously. I should have become an engineer. I am not afraid of hard work. Hell, I worked on a receiving crew at JoAnn’s. I just don’t like it when I have no idea what I’m doing and no one’s explained it to me and they all expect me to do something. I’ve already shown that I’m a wiz at Photoshop.
I just hate it so much right now.
Edit: Oh, and for Spring Break me and Rob are most likely going to his house for a few days. Prolly that first weekend in Spring Break. Looking forward to getting away from Orlando for a little while. Also, I have midterms next week. Yay.
It’s getting close to Easter! That means Cadbury Creme Eggs! I’ve already eaten 8 in 3 days. I’m so bad! Lol They’re just so good! I want more, but I’m going to try and wait to get more.
Dunno what else to write… Work is still a little hard. I was given a project, but it’s in ASP which I don’t understand. I also don’t know if they want me to change the layout or just add pictures. And my work computer doesn’t even have FrontPage, making it hard to work. I have to email stuff to my laptop, hope it doesn’t mess up the code, edit it, then send it back to the work computer, figure out the client for uploading stuff, then frantically panic and hope I didn’t fuck everything up. 
Oh, and this next part may be Too Much Information, so stop reading now if you want. I had some of the peanut butter that was in the recall, that PeterPan stuff. The symptoms of Salmonella are diarrhea, abdominal cramps and fever. Well, I don’t know if I got that or not because I have diarrhea and abdominal cramps EVERY DAY. I don’t remember if I felt hot or had a fever. I prolly didn’t get sick from the Salmonella, but my irritable bowel syndrome sucks. 
I know I have to stick it out at work. I just don’t feel like I fit in anywhere. I don’t do well with people. I should have become an engineer, not having to work with people. And I don’t have any friends other than the ones I share with Rob. I become someone’s friend for a few months, figure out I hate them because of their behavior or something they did, say something about it, and then they hate me. I know the guys (Eddie, Jarrod, Ken and Erich) like me to some degree. I’m just not made to get along with people. I’m too critical or cruel or something. I can go a whole day without talking to anyone but Rob. I worry that sometimes it’s hard on Rob being my only close friend. But I’ve always been a one-best-friend type girl. Maintaining a large group of friends is tiresome and annoying.
Oh well… Moving on. I got the Valentine’s Day cards from everyone yesterday. Shows how long since I checked my mail Lol. I got the Panera gift card, and am going to put it to good use. Thank you for the cards! And I’m going to do that driver’s license thing really soon.
This past weekend was MegaCon! It was pretty fun, though I think next year I’m only going to go on one day. We just ran out of things to do and my feet died on Friday, making Saturday crippling. Took some pictures. I restrained myself really well in buying this year. I got 2 books, a phone chain, a little figure and a shirt for Kelse (which is also from Rob). Plus food, parking, ePass, and ticket that comes to under $100 for it all. That’s waaayy low for a convention when people drop $100 a day on just merchandise. Saw Kevin Sorbo from a distance and he looks like any regular guy, just a bit taller and buffer. Also the guy who was Scorpius on Farscape will be doing Tarkin in Star Wars, and the makeup looked awesome. Then on Sunday we saw Ghost in the Shell: Solid State Society. It was as awesome and beautiful as GiTS always is.
