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Thursday was kinda fun

So, today started off a little rocky. Rob got home around 7am, and I couldn’t get back to sleep, so I got up. Then Rob decided he couldn’t get back to sleep, so he got up too. I then played FFXII for about an hour until he fell asleep on the couch. I spent the next few hours farting around on the internet in my room because I didn’t want to disturb his sleep.

When he woke up he asked if I still wanted to go to the club. I said probably not, since Sasha isn’t going and I wouldn’t really know what to do. I don’t dance or listen to current popular music. It’s also a “regular” club, and whatever I wear wouldn’t be trendy or cute enough, since I don’t have that sort of wardrobe. If I were to go to a goth or alternative club I could wear whatever I wanted, as long as it wasn’t jeans, and I’d be fine. Then I started to feel bad because that’s the second time this week I’ve let Rob down. I started to cry and he tried to help me feel better. He says he just wants to get out of the house and do things with me. He also wants me to get some physical activity to get rid of my frustration and anger. I also think that the house starts to drive him crazy. I’ve always been a loner and a homebody, so only after being in the house for an extended period of time will make me crazy. Really, large groups of people make me more crazy than anything else. So, after a bit of crying and feeling pathetic we came up with a compromise. We decided to go to a local game place this afternoon with one of our roommates.

It was kinda nice because girls play free there from Mon-Thurs. So, I got to try out some different games than what I usually play at home. I got to play Cooking Mama on the Wii and Portal on a computer. Cooking Mama was really easy and cute too! Portal crashed in the middle of my game, so I kinda gave up. There is also a sort of laser tag there. They describe it as an inside infrared combat sport. Rob played it and was the first to die. He says it was because he was on a newbie team and there was friendly fire on. If I was going to play the laser tag, I’d want to play with a group of our friends, so that everyone is on an even level.

Well, I fixed my grandpa’s computer yesterday. I’m not sure what exactly was wrong with it, but reinstalling a program fixed it. The cooling fan on my computer is starting to make weird noises. I recently re-arranged my desk and I don’t think the ventilation is as good as it used to be. Also, my electric toothbrush was acting broken until today when Rob whacked it against the sink and it started to work again. Going home tomorrow. Hopefully things will be ok there. It’s usually stressful when I go home…